Three Years Today

It’s three years today since you went away, leaving me here on my own nearly insane as I felt horror, torture, and pain, on the abyss of absolute alone

But you stated post mortem that my life would be a complete one eighty from that day, but I thought it was a lie, taking me two years to heal, not knowing how I would ever find my way

My soul lifted the load as you had previously told and my heart now feels peace, love, and joy

I love you each day but the missing has gone away, replaced with beautiful memories and thoughts

From your ashes and my ruins I am (en)lightened and free to feel with loving kindness, compassion, and glee

Thank you for continual guidance from above, my treasure, my gift, my love

I welcome each new day breathing freeIan Jill last supper 04 18 11

This photo was taken five days before Jillie left her body. It was our last meal together. She left April 23, 2011 at 2:55AM and she is peaceful and joyous and content.

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