Four Years

Yes it’s now four years which is one thousand, four hundred and sixty long days.

This is how long since you went away.

Completely unexpected, a horrible curse

Abandoned in darkness with nowhere to turn.

I suffered aloud, no silence was to be known

Barely avoiding my knife blade with guidance not yet shown.

I wore my new nightmare as a shroud on my soul

Not seeing the lightness that would blossom and unfold.

Yes it’s now four years which is one thousand, four hundred and sixty long days.

This is how long since you went away.

A blessing in disguise, a chance to make change

We agreed to the rules that this lifetime would play.

Come together, know great love, and then you would go away

And go away you did from your body and this earth.

Supporting me spiritually through my most terrible dirge.

Guiding me steadily as I learned to walk again

Giving me light and love, directing me to my new best friend.

Thank you for loving me from your body and beyond

My lessons in self love helped me create my new family bond.

I am blessed with new love, I am equanimity incarnate

I flow honestly and true, living peaceful and content.

My house was swept clean, the despair washed away

Thank you sweet Jillie I love you still every day.

I am grateful for our time and pleased with my path

Knowing you are peace, love, friendship, and joy are my greatest lessons at last.

 

Thank you my love for always having my back and loving my heart

namaste and I love you always ~Ian