I love the love of my friends

It has honesty, it has light, it is unconditional

But I am not in love any more

It escapes me like a leaf in a storm

The love I know now is more than feeling

It is light

It is guidance

It is truth in being

I do not know when I will be in love again

I do know that I will be in love again

And it will be beautiful as always

I draw upon knowledge

I draw upon love

I draw upon guidance

That I receive from above

Yesterday’s memories are memories

And tomorrow’s dreams are dreams

Both a trick of my mind

Filled with laughter and sometimes screams

Now is what I know for I do not know any other way

Secure in the knowledge that the present is the gift of a new day every day

I honor the illusions and let them float by

I see the truth from within my third eye

Trust in intuition, in instinct, in love

Make no decision from fear for that is not centered or true

It will circle back to drama

No good for me, no good for you

Honor my body, my feelings, my tone

Listen to nature and the lessons she presents

For my karma to acknowledge, and hear, and to hone

I am thankful for living

I am thankful for my life

I am thankful for the love I shared

With the woman who was my wife

Blessed are the angels who guide my way

As I struggle like a mole

Blind to sight and yet seeing with complete trust that all is as it should be